July 6, 2026No Comments

The flower blossoms through what seems to be a concrete surface

It’s about a month since the new Boards Of Canada album Inferno came out, and a week since I finally found time to listen to it. It’s not ideal for sound quality but the only uninterrupted listening time I generally get is when I’m in the car driving the hour-and-a-bit to my client’s HQ, every couple of weeks. It’s also a good time to reflect. For several reasons, almost all of which are good, I rarely find myself on my own outside of work time.

The BoC album is fine – pretty good actually – but I’m not writing about that. What struck me is that it’s been thirteen years since their previous album Tomorrow’s Harvest was released. I clearly remember the night when they live-streamed it, in June 2013. I was a new parent. My son was not even one year old at the time. He and his mum were away for the night and I got myself pizza and beer and opened Twitter and the live stream in parallel. In 2013 for me Twitter still held some of its original magic. It felt like a hivemind event - everyone listening to the album for the first time together. The comedian and actor Peter Serafinowicz was ‘big on Twitter’ at the time and joined in the conversation, replied to and liked some of my comments.

It used to be this great connector of people with similar ideas. Well... maybe it still is but as Stephen Fry said in 2016 “too many people have peed in the pool”. This isn't about Twitter / X in particular, that’s been done to death and it’s a bit boring. But I do lament what happened to that tech utopia of the 2000s. Twitter back then gave me a real sense of friendship and connection to groups and individuals I had never physically met; pretty great!

Going back a little further to 2012: I had never felt so optimistic and proud. My son had just been born and we were watching the London 2012 opening ceremony. Chatting about it in realtime on Twitter it occurred to me, purely from the sound, that the music to a key part of Danny Boyle’s production was quite distinctively Rick Smith of Underworld. How cool! That an act I’d danced to in tents was representing our country. I’m always wary of nostalgia but in some ways the Olympics felt like peak-UK. As it later transpired not everyone felt the same.

Around the same time, working in tech, things felt so exciting and optimistic. I had been privileged enough to go to the South by Southwest digital festival in Texas and in 2011 to San Francisco to see what turned out to be Steve Jobs’s last Apple WWDC Keynote. I felt part of some kind of frontier thing. We were building the future. People were sharing their lives on Flickr and checking into Foursquare. People got excited about new apps. Tech ×  The Liberal Arts was a magical thing.

But I guess there was always an undercurrent of discontent. Everything was amazing but some people weren’t happy. I know that my take is only one side of the story, and I don't want to get too much into the weeds of politics but 2016 felt like a disaster for obvious reasons and obviously it’s rumbled on since. Today I don't use X but I do have a stealth lurker account for when I want to look at stuff. And, God, it's horrible – skewed in the direction of Elon Musk’s rancid beliefs. An endless haters’ field day.

You should always follow the money. It seems clear that a handful of billionaires benefit from the rest of us fighting among ourselves, especially when it drives advertising revenue to them. We used to shake hands with strangers at four in the morning and mean it, now those of us who still have the energy argue online instead. Most liberals seem to have given up on it completely leaving these extremist partisan cesspools bubbling away. But none of these stirred-up arguments is fundamentally new. The good people are still out there, living their lives, they’re just not online. Which is good for them but I fear bad for politics because what’s online is what’s visible.

The pendulum swings left and right so I think things will resolve themselves. And despite all the aggro and this resurgence of anti-progressive ideas, I still believe we are living in the best of times. The tools and technology we have in 2026 are phenomenal and it’s a truly exciting time to be alive. To wake up each day in 2026 UK is an amazing privilege.

And at 48 I have somehow ended up with the white-hot love of my life, and we have a baby girl on the way.

I believe the true spirit of the human comes alive when we dance together. It’s 30 people throwing shapes in a yurt as the DJ blends two deep grooves. The ritual is older than recorded history. Something I’ve had on repeat since it came out is RA.1000 from Mark Ernestus, a two-hour set of beautiful Amapiano music. This for me embodies what it means to be human, together on this beautiful blue-green planet of ours hurtling through space. Life is too short for hate.

July 4, 2026No Comments

Dub Techno Mix, April 2026

A selection of old and new dub techno tracks and slightly beyond. Mixed live at home using Traktor + Z1 and X1

September 16, 2020No Comments

House / techno mix, Andrew Weatherall stuff, circa 1998

Tonight’s pick from the archive is this vinyl set from late 1998. It was recorded in my student bedroom on the top floor at 24 Royal Park Grove, Leeds, LS6 1HQ. This was the view from my window in the direction of Kirkstall.

I was really into Two Lone Swordsmen at the time (which was current in 98, obviously Sabres of Paradise came before that) and used to listen to a lot of that kind of stuff while most of my contemporaries living in the area were more into the burgeoning acid techno and trance scenes, neither of which were really my cup of tea. Not that I didn’t enjoy some nights out of that ilk; such as Templehead, and various things I’ve forgotten the names of that took place at the West Indian Centre

But anyway, I recored this mix on my trusty decks (when heat death of the universe finally arrives the last intact objects will be Technics 1210s). Rounding off with the luscious Rico’s Helly, followed by Hardly Breathe by Weatherall side project Deanne Day.

It gets cut short because the tape got chewed!

I have 14 mixes here on on Mixcloud. Do have a dig through if you find yourself unable to find any other music on the internet!!!!!

September 2, 2020No Comments

Back in the studio

Over the past few months I’ve not made any music. I had hoped that 2020 lockdown would present a good opportunity but March to August turned out to be my busiest months ever work-wise, made more difficult of course by the fact that schools were closed. And on top of that my mixer died and had to be sent off for repair (it was replaced under warranty so all good).

I finally got everything hooked up again yesterday and it’s great to be able to pop in there without it feeling like a chore. I have the Behringer TD-3 at my disposal now as well as the Volca Modular which I’ve hardly scratched the surface of. Planning to get some tracks together by the end of the year.

Studio kit list

I like to work with hardware and record everything live for a more natural, and less programmed, feel. I then finish things off later on the computer.

I definitely don’t use all the gear at once, most tracks use two or three synths plus some effects. But I probably still have too much stuff.

  • Akai APC40
  • Alesis 3630
  • Alesis Midiverb II
  • Alesis Quadraverb
  • Behringer TD-3
  • Behringer Ultrapatch Pro
  • Boss DS-1
  • Korg Electribe Sampler
  • Korg MicroKORG
  • Korg Volca FM
  • Korg Volca Keys
  • Korg Volca Modular
  • Korg Volca Bass
  • Mackie Mix8
  • Native Instruments Komplete Audio 6
  • Novation Circuit
  • Novation Launchpad Pro
  • Roland JU-06
  • Roland TR-8
  • Soundcraft Signature 12 MTK desk
  • Teenage Engineering PO-33 K.O!
  • Zoom H5
  • Zoom MS-50G

February 12, 2020No Comments

Week 07

On being a creative person trapped inside a technical person’s brain

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January 31, 2020No Comments

DJ mix of my tracks

I have just recorded this DJ mix, with a selection of firstperson tracks from 2017-2018. Putting it all together feels like a good way of closing this chapter. I am pretty proud of a handful of these tracks for personal reasons. YMMV of course. Learned lots and now it’s time to do something a bit different... and perhaps more considered.

People in the US might not be able to play it on Mixcloud owing to the fact they have to process a waiver form saying that I produced all of the tracks in the mix. So just under the Mixcloud embed please find a direct link to the MP3 file.

Selected Firstperson Tracks 2017-2019

Selected Tracks 2017-2019.mp3 (direct link)

January 29, 2020No Comments

For The Future

Further to the previous post, here’s some new music! As usual it’s on SoundCloud which is embedded below.

Just under that is the Bandcamp release where you can buy an uncompressed WAV copy (sounds much better) for just £3.

‘For The Future’ on SoundCloud

‘For The Future’ on BandCamp

January 27, 2020No Comments

Spouting music into The Void

This tweet by Ron S. of Anode Records encapsulates well how it often feels to share your music online. For me it’s borderline embarrassing to announce to the world your own creative work. And the way it goes is that you build it up… and spend days (sometimes weeks) fussing over details and over-listening until you have pretty much no idea if it’s any good or not any more.

So after all that, and even though you primarily make music for your own enjoyment, it would seem a shame to just leave it on your own hard drive forever, never to be heard by anyone else. And if you’re me (which I am) then you know full well that it’s amateur dad-techno which probably has niche appeal to a handful of your also-40+ cohorts. But… well maybe those people would like to hear it. It would be great to get a bit of feedback too. Is it any good? Do you like some bits? Does this have any merit at all? So you send it privately to ten or so friends and family. Be honest, tell me if it sucks. Anything!

But you don’t hear back for a few days so whatever... out goes the Tweet and a Facebook post. May as well throw it out there.

But then still nothing. No interactions or responses. Awkward.

So you then worry that everyone thinks it’s so terrible that they don’t know what to say. So you look at the stats and, no, that seems not to be the case because because, well, twitter gives you tweet analytics:

  • Impressions: 179
  • Likes: 1 (thanks bro)
  • Retweets: 1 (my other account)
  • Link clicks: 1

And Facebook:

  • 3 people reached
  • 0 engagements

So one person clicked through and listened to the track on SoundCloud. In 36 hours. The tweet is now well buried.

The reality seems to be that it’s pretty difficult to get people to hear what you’ve recorded. Is nobody interested in this sort of music any more? Or are they just busy? (probably this) Is it because there’s a zillion hours of free music uploaded every minute? Or is it the algorithm making it essentially hidden? (could be) Is social media just a bad way of sharing music unless you’re Calvin Harris with 12.6M followers?

If the problem was just that the music is crap I would expect a lot of clicks but no likes. But there are near zero clicks. Nobody is hearing it to begin with.

This, in part, led me to giving up for 18 months. What’s the point? But then I missed doing it and got quite low because I wasn’t doing anything creative in my life (work is mostly technical these days).

So it’s 2020 and I’m starting up again. And it’s not at the standard I would like yet. So the answer is to make more and more stuff. But then to be more selective. Fail lots and get better. I’ll continue to share it because why not. But like Ron, above, I won’t expect any of these tweets to blow up anytime soon.

p.s. Ron S’s Planet Z tracks are pretty great. And thanks to anyone who did spare a few minutes to listen to my new tracks (thanks Tom, Ben + Daniel!) And thanks Dad for buying a copy on Bandcamp 🙂

February 14, 2018No Comments

Firstperson playlist on Spotify

For anyone with:

  1. A Spotify account
  2. 1.5 hours to kill
  3. No other music to listen to...

...well you're in luck because here's a playlist of all my Firstperson stuff on Spotify:

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January 12, 2018No Comments

Nested Worlds EP available to pre-order

My EP 'Nested Worlds' on Anode Records is now available to pre-order from the following outlets. It will be released on 26 January.

Listen to previews here on SoundCloud:

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